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From
the age of five I have felt an urge to create. Inspired by the beautiful
yellow paper in my father's special edition of Encyclopaedia Britannica,
I felt compelled to meticulously fill the pages with my drawings.
Eventually I was discovered and punished. It was my first lesson
regarding vocabulary in art: urge, pleasure and pain.
Much later
I received my M.A. from the College of Fine Art, Madrid,
specialising in painting. Since my graduation I was always following
the career of the professional artist, aspiring to make a living
from my art. To begin with it was very hard and complicated. I moved
first to Geneva then to Los Angeles teaming up with different galleries,
and occasionally painting backdrops and props for Theatre. Eventually
I collaborated with so many people on such a wide variety of projects,
travelling frequently between Europe and USA, that my wife mockingly
named me the Soldier of Fortune.
In October of 1988 I started collaborating with Nicholas Treadwell
Gallery and moved from Madrid to London. In 1991 we parted company
but I decide to stay in London because, by that time, it radiated
a unique energy. It was an extremely creative period for all forms
of visual arts.
At the end of nineties I had my first meeting with Glyn Washington
and Paul Green. They visited my studio in central London and we
clicked instantly, yet it took us another couple of years to start
working together. I hope that the rest will be history.
I believe that art forms are a fascination with life, and
our supreme fascination is with ourselves.
What continuously
intrigues me are the enigmas of our own nature. The human
form, energy and spirit are endless inspiration for me. Sometimes
you have an image in your head left over from a dream or a passing
glimpse; these have the ability to serve as a starting point for
a painting. I try to neutralise the figures and remove them from
a particular time period, to make them more mythic and timeless.
So very often I find my shapes in practice, not in the process of
rigid preparation. The shapes are recognisable with hints of body
parts, but they remind us that we can go so much further
.if
we desire.
Around us there is a delicate balance that I try to capture between
the play of the abstract forms and interconnection of human bodies.
It is through the medium of the human body that I am trying to express
myself, seeking the precise balance between aestheticism and emotion.
Fashion suggests that you should be moved by certain things and
not by others. This is the reason that even successful artists have
no idea whether their work is really any good or not, and they will
never have any way of really knowing.
At university I was passionate about the techniques that
differing art materials could produce, constantly experimenting,
playing with substances, collecting different formulas, writing
down possible recipes. I call that my cookery book. Even today I
very rarely use purely manufactured products; I love twisting them
to make my own recipes. I was fortunate enough that early on in
my career I received excellent training on how to manipulate all
the differing artist materials. It can be likened to the ability
to effortlessly play on different instruments of the orchestra.
You are given the freedom to use so many different things within
your work; I use rollers, combs and an array of different tools
that I find. Very often I apply paint, dye and pigment with a selection
of tools that were originally designed for completely different
purposes. On the other hand I have a very ample collection of the
finest traditional brushes. My work process always involves some
kind of mix of different techniques, materials and tools.
Although I
use traditional methods, I want those methods to work for me in
a very different way from which they were originally formed. Whilst
I may use these techniques that have been handed down and are deep
rooted in the artist world I'm trying to make something out of them
that is radically different from the way these techniques have been
used before. I think that great art is a deeply ordered ritual.
Even if within this order there is enormously instinctive and accidental
occurrences.
My day starts with an espresso (I am of Mediterranean origins
after all) and early!. I am very alert but silent in that first
hour. I crave light early on and I often find myself just staring
through the window as if to soak up any early beams that shine through.
I then walk with my dog, Angel - she is a white standard poodle
who explores with me for about an hour.
Then I shut myself up in the studio. All I can do is prepare the
stage, empty myself of worldly preoccupations and open myself to
whatever appears. I stay there until darkness unfolds because I
prefer not to work with artificial lights. Darkness is, in my eyes,
only for intimate doodles; I call these doodles visual speculations
and reflections. For me night is about books, films or travelling
through virtual reality of the World Wide Web.
I will almost always uncork the evening with a glass
of beautiful red wine (usually Spanish). In the part of the world
where I come from, wine is essential food for body and soul. I remember,
as a very small child, my grandfather performing almost the exact
same ritual nightly.
Very often at night I will cook for my friends. The great thing
is that when you cook, you can stay in the background observing
people laughing, debating, speculating, and arguing.Unlike my wife
who as a formal journalist and a news addict, I dislike commercial
radio or TV. Those evening gatherings in my house are my constant
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